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Name: Baratoa
Gender: Male


Interests: hangin with my baby, my guitar, dimmu borgir, anything metal, peircings, tattoos, The Brotherhood, and my penis LOL
Expertise: being me


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Member Since: 7/30/2006

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Sunday, October 01, 2006

Currently Listening
Built by Blood
By Bleed the Dream
confessions
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the lyrics to the song on the top of my site

You weren't suppose to bleed with me
Sometimes these things just happen
Before you take it way too far
You gotta know that this will never happen

Confessions
They're so dull
They'll only kill you one by one
So just go
Cause you know
I'll do it again and again

You know there's only seconds left
We've waited for so long
You're not so easily impressed

How am I supposed to get out of this one [x2]

I'll take what's mine and walk away
And with a face like yours
you don't need a heart (you don't need a heart)
So go ahead say what you wanna say
Cause I'll close my fist and this will never happen

Confessions
They're so dull
They'll only kill you one by one
So just go
Cause you know
I'll do it again and again

You know there's only seconds left
We've waited for so long
You're not so easily impressed

How am I supposed to get out of this one
How am I supposed to get out
How am I supposed to get out
How am I supposed to get out of this one

My body and soul
Was chosen (was chosen)
My body and soul
Was chosen (was chosen)

Confessions
They're so dull
They'll only kill you one by one
So just go
Cause you know
I'll do it again and again

You know there's only seconds left
We've waited for so long
You're not so easily impressed
How am I supposed to get out of this one


Friday, September 15, 2006

Currently Listening
Let It Enfold You
By Senses Fail
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"Bloody Romance"

Life, is floating fast away.
But I look, your head is turned away.

From the moment you left I knew that something wasn't right.
But the feeling inside has kept me up all night.

You and me are like one heart-beat.
You and me are like one heart-beat.

So slice open my veins.
And let, the romance bleed away.

From the moment you left I knew that something wasn't right.
But the feeling inside has kept me up all night.

You and me are like one heart-beat.
You and me are like one heart-beat.

Back into what I thought I knew, these words inside me, tell me what to do.
My heart held, in the palm of your hand.
(Forget my name) Now I know, the way to go, this place inside my demented mind.
(Forget my name) You saw me bleeding on the bathroom floor.
(Forget my name) This time in silence, this time I win. [x3]
(Forget my name) Now you will feel my pain
Forget my name [x5]

 

This song is my thoughts and feelings.........DCAC


Tuesday, September 12, 2006

Currently Listening
Incipit Satan
By Gorgoroth
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aint life a bitch

This is so fucked up.have Rachelle tell you what i happened. Goddamit


Thursday, September 07, 2006

Currently Listening
Sacrament
By Lamb of God
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ahhhhhh

HAHAHA.  I see how everybody is against me now. Just because i made a few mistakes.I know i have done wrong i know i am a horrible person. You dont have to tell me that. I know. You can hate me if you want. It hurts a little bit but its my fault. Andrea dont ever say i fucking used u. When i went to jail. i cutt you fucking initials in my chest. I wrote poems about you. how much i cared for you. I wrote a letter and you blew in my face. steven gave it to your mom and u wrote him back. not saying a fucking word about what i wrote to you. I had an emotional break down in the fucking car because of that. I went into convulsions after thinking about when you went away. Ask my fucking mom. I told her it was because of the meds but it was about you. Do you remember that letter? But i will admit i preasured u into sex. In the middle of doing it i cried because i knew i had to go to jail. And that i wouldn't see you again. I told steven to tell you that i was moving to wooster remember. But i couldn't tell you that i was going to jail because i was hoping that i could say i moved back and you would think the same of me and not be a criminal. AND TO CLARIFY I DONT CARE IF RACHELLE READS THIS. U needed to know. With love still in my heart i say goodbye.

 

 

DCAC


Sunday, August 27, 2006

death is an under statement of what i want

  Have u ever felt like life is an endless vortex of hate, pain and sorrow. Life is and will always be a place where u cry urself to sleep ever night because you want to die. Because u have no meaning....no purpose....no remorse for what u have done to people in the past and present. I am a hollow heartless soul left to wander a wold so heartless...so dark and so fucking cold. I want to give up. To just cut myself free and forget what this world has done to me. Death is freedom. I know where im going and i know i have a place in hell beside my master. Your god hates u. I have no purpose in life but to serve societies rules. I FUCKING HATE LIFE. I will take this shit no more. I am an empty being. I know im going to jail. This is bullshit. to my loved ones u know i love you. To my enemies u have something coming.

 

In suffering i depart from reality.FUCK YOU ALL.......

 

Baratoa Shimari.......Dakota is dead.



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